`HOW I WISH.

There are many things in life that i always wanted to know,to try and to explore more.How i wish i could rewind my childhood days,how i wish i could get all the stuffs that i want so much and how i wish i can have the most perfect friend who will guide me through.maybe,this things would help me to get all i want.I know i have to do something good to get them.but HOW? maybe i can get over through new stuffs that i want to check out.maybe i'll find i way that i can get out of it. I often feel behind "JELOUSLY" with the people i always see with beautiful things that i can't have.A thing is WORTH for me.Everything that inside of it means everything to me.I always tell my mom about contact lens that i want to have,branded shirts that i care for and most of all, latest gadgets that i wanted so much.She CARE,i mean she ALWAYS care.